The So-So Just Ain’t Cutting It

When it comes to what I know and what people have to offer these days, it’s a joke. The things she did, the way she made me feel… I have yet to find anything that comes anywhere near it. It’s tiring spending hours… Days.. Months, with someone.. Anyone that isn’t her. What was it about her that set her apart from the rest. Was it because she was so beautiful? Perhaps it was because her body turned me on like no other? No.. It was because I truely loved her. The same way I do now. I’d do anything to feel that feeling right about now. ANYTHING… Anything. Even write a story… A story of a girl.. A girl that I love. 


Without Ever Letting Her Know

How do you tell someone something when they are a million miles away? How do you apologize for things that were caused by something that hurt way worse than anything you could ever imagine? How do you reconnect with the one person that you never want to let go? Without ever letting them know?? 


I Have to Tell the Truth

I have to let you know what’s in my heart
If I never get to say that I love you

Just remember, girl, I’m saying I do
You can know that from the beginning, you were always in my heart

I miss your voice

I love your smile 


Keeping Promises 

This is the story of a girl, and I promise to keep it that way. This is the story of MY girl, and I promise to keep HER that way. She’s all I’ll ever really need, and I promise I need her in every way. Some things are worth waiting for, and I promise she’s worth every second. If you were to ask her, she’d tell you she’s not perfect.. I promise to me she is. I made a vow to love her forever, and I promise I take that love with me everywhere. A long time has went by, but I promise I still think about her every day. She said she’d answer if I called.. But I promise her voice scares the life out of me. I love it when I make her smile.. And I promise I try every chance I get. My hands are so tired, but I promise I’ll never let go. If she ever needed someone there to pick up the pieces, I promise I’d sprint cross-country to dry her tears. If humans turn into fish today, I promise I’d swim the whole ocean, every river, creek, waterfall, lake, and pond to find this girl.. And if da planet was destroyed today I wouldn’t care.. Because I promise she’s my world. I’m just keeping promises. 


Airplane Mode

Memorized by her silhouette. Adjacent from what’s right without even having to thing about all the ways I love her. A gold medalist is my personal Olympics, she outperforms the competition by a long shot. That same long shot in the dark that causes the silhouette that I’m so memorized by. So you see how it’s always her, the girl in the story, that comes back around. A special type of somebody. Her body.. Who else? Nobody.. Tunnel Vision. I see her clearly. Way up there somewhere. Way down there, everywhere. The why’s and the how’s not important. Just tell me when and where and I’ll be there. Until then, silence.. Traveling through time and space.. On Airplane Mode. 


The Sweetest Thing I’ve Ever Known 

I would have never married a person that I didn’t feel like I could love forever. However, loving someone forever is not without consequences. Despite my greatest efforts, I have not been able to get over one thing about the girl in the story. And to be completely honest.. I don’t think I ever will.